i still feel stupid of myself.
probably i am.
OK so i haven't had any post about him lately.
i met him unexpectedly today - err, just saw him to be exact - at this* crowded eatery. he was there with some girlfriends at the centre table talking and eating.
i walked past them without looking at his direction.
he noticed me. i thought he was about to greet me when i walk past them.
but i pretended that i didn't see him. i looked away as if i didn't notice him.
i snubbed him.
and i took the farthest table away from him. i waited until they're gone before i walk out from the eatery.
i thought he sensed my ignorance towards him after that.
so ... was i rude?
probably yes.
but i don't care.
yeah ...
darling
ReplyDeleteyou have all the right to do whatever you wish.
did you feel relief @ happy by doing it?
keep ignore and shows that you are happy without him- its time to start a new book with other new stocks...
all the luck
Do what you like. As long as you don't hurt another, what does it matter. - V.
ReplyDeletefrankly it's not what i want, it's just what i need to do. i know he still wants to be with me (as a friend) and i want to be with him too, but it's been hard and painful to see him close while i can't do anything. so i thought it's better to leave him for good for my own sake.
ReplyDeletei guess it's me who is hurting, not anyone else. but nevermind, i can live without him.