Tuesday, January 12, 2010

stupid and rude

i still feel stupid of myself.

probably i am.

OK so i haven't had any post about him lately.

i met him unexpectedly today - err, just saw him to be exact - at this* crowded eatery. he was there with some girlfriends at the centre table talking and eating.

i walked past them without looking at his direction.

he noticed me. i thought he was about to greet me when i walk past them.

but i pretended that i didn't see him. i looked away as if i didn't notice him.

i snubbed him.

and i took the farthest table away from him. i waited until they're gone before i walk out from the eatery.

i thought he sensed my ignorance towards him after that.

so ... was i rude?

probably yes.

but i don't care.

yeah ...

3 comments:

  1. darling

    you have all the right to do whatever you wish.

    did you feel relief @ happy by doing it?

    keep ignore and shows that you are happy without him- its time to start a new book with other new stocks...

    all the luck

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  2. Do what you like. As long as you don't hurt another, what does it matter. - V.

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  3. frankly it's not what i want, it's just what i need to do. i know he still wants to be with me (as a friend) and i want to be with him too, but it's been hard and painful to see him close while i can't do anything. so i thought it's better to leave him for good for my own sake.

    i guess it's me who is hurting, not anyone else. but nevermind, i can live without him.

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