i think im just unsure about who i should love. i think im able to love a girl, and i think im able to feel disgusted to fall in love with another guy. but the fact that i had more crushes on guys compared to girls made me think that i might actually prefer guys more.
i think there are only two guys who know that im different. the first one was this person who i had my first experiment with ... and the second one was a friend, who actually was the one who had wanted me to fuck him so bad.
otherwise im a straight guy. i act macho. i do rough sport. i do men's stuff. i talk men's stuff. and etc ...
i think i had became a stranger to myself ..
darling
ReplyDeleteHomosexuality is not a learned behavior. A sexual orientation is inherited;
you are WIRED that way.
Certainly some people will experiment with a gay lifestyle, and a gay person might experiment with a heterosexual one.
So, you should give a try on building relationship with a girl and see how far it will goes!
Curiosity never kill, yet it will make you brain grow with qualitative analysis!
Dont be to excited though! step by step so you will not fail!
With love...