Happy New Year 2010!

horny

quick post. a different post btw.

ok, so im uber horny now. i think im fully/well loaded and i think i really need a release but yeah im gonna hold it. im yet to experience a proper wet dream all my life so hope tonite i have one. but, no expectation coz i tried before and i didn't get any. i think my body was so used to 'manual release', it never understands an 'auto release'. i've been on 'manual gear' long before i reached puberty so my system was all set to 'manual' before it could even start with 'auto'.

im not going to write more coz im well uncomfortable now.

so here's some pictures.

Saltwater blood meets spirit mountain

Sorry V, I know this is well late but I think it's better late than never.

I should post this earlier but I just don't know how to write. I wanted to write something nice coz you've been nice to me; commenting on my posts, giving me courage and so on. This is actually last week's post but I kept it as a draft, until today.

So I have to say thanks a lot, and it's really nice having you as a pal. And thanks for the special post, that's really nice.

Anyone who reads my blog (if any) please visit V's blog (listed on my favourites).

I'll try to update this blog as often as possible.

Have a nice day!

Jay

I want this

But I can only dream.

Later

Don't know what to write today so here's some pics.

Have a nice day!

Untitled

I am really tired and sleepy.

So, post today might have to wait until later.

Have a nice day!

Trying

Honestly I couldn't really forget him. It's really hard not to think about him everyday. He lives and works nearby so there are still chances of me meeting him around.

This blog was supposedly dedicated to him but I am trying to get over him so I will post other things next time.

So, until then.

Is it over?

This is the second week I appear offline to him on YM.

Nothing really happened between us. He was being nice and cheerful to me. And I did same to him.

I just made the decision to leave him for good.

I liked him so much, but I know it's just wrong.

It's so hard fighting own feelings ...

It made me wish I never met him in the first place.

I am bleeding. It's painful, but never mind, I know it will heal over time. I just need to hang on a little while.